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Just nauseated

I've been increasingly tense, stressed out, upset, dreading today more and more over the last week.

For a long time I've dropped out of the political process because it makes me into someone I don't like. It makes my day to day life worse. I would get so angry and disheartened. Just reading things that are going on, what people have to say, how absolutely fucking *vile* most of humanity in general is. It made it hard to get through a day because I had no faith in people at all. Any people. Because I'm an emotional person like that.

So for me to be involved and voting is a big deal for me. And I'm doing it because I feel like I have to. I couldn't live with myself if I didn't.

But the more I see from people in this country the more I feel like we deserve whatever we get. Because we are 99% pieces of utter garbage.

"Even she couldn’t stomach the thought of her ungrateful, SOB grandson as the President."

I know people+anonymity+audience = performing assholes. But how do you feel that and think that and type that and post that and then keep coming back to add to it and not once stop and think about how you'd feel if that were said about you, your family, your grandmother?

I'm well and truly scared of how this election is going to turn out. Getting involved in the political process again has made me so disgusted with this country that I don't have words to explain it. But I'm still going out to vote in a little while.

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punkalicia
Nov. 4th, 2008 06:56 pm (UTC)
man, freerepublic is the cesspool of the internet. I can't go there or I froth in really unappealing ways.
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