I can hear all the blood in my head... just rolling around like those silly earthquake in a can things they used to sell... sealed tin can with a large ball bearing in the bottom.. little tilts of your hand make ir roll around the outside... getting faster.. shaking..
I'm not to the shaking.. .but I can feel that train of blood.
the ballbearing in my tin skull.
there's a muscle on the right side of my neck.. just behing my ear and down that lil ridge there.. the one that divides side and back...
I think someone injected it with windex while I wasn't paying attention.


just a theory


I'm about to have some food.
I think I may really need it.


I need a hug. A nice long hug so I can smile up at them and just say "no, really I'm fine. REALLY."