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Okay.
You are married.
You live with your husband and child.
(or your wife)
You have a signifigant other somewhere else.
Some other country
you think of them as your boy/girlfriend.
You think of them as your love.
that person you live with .. that you have a child with? that.. HAH.. that's just some GUY/CHICK... who the hell are *they*?
Just that person that you sleep in the same bed with, raise your child with, share your life with ...
just no one..


Someone explain this to me.

Comments

(Anonymous)
Jul. 16th, 2001 06:46 pm (UTC)
Re: I may be slow...
"you just continue to live with, lie to, and fuck with the head of this person that thinks that you're a couple when you just aren't.. not really."

You're such a sad little hypocrite.
maddening
Jul. 16th, 2001 07:47 pm (UTC)
Re: I may be slow...
Yes, Jason, because I had RELATIONSHIPS with people while we were together.
Yep.
No, really, I'm agreeing. That's what you've decided has happened, no amount of explaining will change your mind. No amount of talking to you will ever make you okay with me. SO why fucking bother?
(and we were never married or living together, so it's not really what I'm talking about. But, everything is applicable to you, yes no?)
I'm done with it.
You think what you like. I've tried as much as I can.
Hehe.. and I knew you'd have to say something.
I almost said something at the bottom of the post about how you'd have to respond.


Really. Think what you like. I'm tired of attempting to disuade you. I'm sure you think I didn't try enough. And maybe I didn't. But I won't be trying anymore. If you ever want to talk to me. ACTUALLY talk to me.. not just hurl accusations and pick apart what I say for the nuggets that you can use against me in some twisted way, then you feel free to do so. I'd be happy to talk.
And I hope you're better. I hope you're well. And I really hope you find a way to be okay with what happened between you and me, even if it's nothing but hating me for the rest of your life... whatever gets ya through the day, Jason.
(Anonymous)
Jul. 16th, 2001 08:04 pm (UTC)
Re: I may be slow...
"If you ever want to talk to me. ACTUALLY talk to me.."

I did try to talk to you. You fucking ignored me. Fuck that, and fuck you. It's the same old shit, YOU talk AT me when you feel the need to have someone listen to you. Fuck you, Holly. You never were a friend to me. And you never will be a friend. So like I said 5 fucking months ago, leave me the fuck alone.
punkalicia
Jul. 16th, 2001 10:20 pm (UTC)
Re: I may be slow...
so maybe i'm the slow one - but if you feel that way...why the hell are you reading her journal, i mean, really?

if you told her to leave you alone 5 months ago, what impells you to read - let alone comment here?

-a
maddening
Jul. 17th, 2001 07:44 am (UTC)
Re: I may be slow...
Have I tried to initiate a conversation with you the last several weeks? Have I sent you mail? Have I tracked you down, tried to talk?
I'm asking.
Maybe I was doing things in my sleep again and had no idea.
You wanted me to promise you not to let you stop talking to me. I was prepared to do that, to fight to have you around...
But ya know, you don't want to be around. You don't want to be around *me* ... you want this mythical Holly who did no wrong and who you do not hate. Sorry to say that what you get is me.


You don't want a friend. You want someone to love you.


And Jason, you don't usually come to the forum of the person who's harassing you, hmm?
So why don't *you* leave me alone.

drstinky
Jul. 17th, 2001 08:37 am (UTC)
Re: I may be slow...
Wow! Dominos! Hope I helped that one along...

Anyone who even attempts to justify that sort of relationship needs the personality of a television commercial character to justify their existence.

Rx for getting out of your commercial:
-quit reading and writing in Holly's journal, NOW
-put your head in a bucket of ice, NOW
-watch every sunset for the next 6 weeks
-don't call me a hippy



(Anonymous)
Jul. 17th, 2001 09:28 am (UTC)
Re: I may be slow...
"Have I tried to initiate a conversation with you the last several weeks? Have I sent you mail? Have I tracked you down, tried to talk?"

Yep, when it was CONVENIENT FOR YOUR YOU. How many times did *I* try to talk to you?

"You don't want a friend. You want someone to love you."

You don't know the first goddamned thing about what I want. I will tell you one thing I don't want: Someone who wants to be my friend but never bothers to be my friend.

"And Jason, you don't usually come to the forum of the person who's harassing you, hmm?
So why don't *you* leave me alone."

Because I hadn't said how I feel about you and your pathetic attempt to try and make all the shit you've put me through okay in your mind. "Make amends."

I really do hate that I read that email you sent me. I really do hate that I let you talk me into fucking you. I really do hate that I was with you for nearly two years, and all you were doing was looking for a way out. I really do hate that I ever told you I loved you - you are so very not deserving of it.

I'm done. I won't be back to bother you, I would appreciate the same courtesy. Enjoy your happy little fan club.
maddening
Jul. 17th, 2001 07:31 pm (UTC)
Re: I may be slow...
Happy little fan club!
WOOHOO!


And if you were just explaining how you feel or felt the need to berate me (which you didn't do here by the way) I have an email adress that would have worked just as well.
Your need to do this 'in public' was pretty obvious.
And no, you've made NO ATTEMPTS to talk to me.
friends?
You're the good one?
I'm just a cunt?
yep.
sounds just like me.


Off to enjoy my fan club....
frobisher
Jul. 17th, 2001 11:46 pm (UTC)
Re: I may be slow...
When do I get my decoder ring?
punkalicia
Jul. 18th, 2001 07:34 am (UTC)
Re: I may be slow...
and the autographed picture!
maddening
Jul. 18th, 2001 11:34 am (UTC)
Re: I may be slow...
no autograph for you!.....isn't this annoying?
frobisher
Jul. 18th, 2001 06:08 pm (UTC)
Re: I may be slow...
I'm saying this here because I can't reply to the reply above it on the same level, but YES, IT REALLY IS GODDAM FUCKING ANNOYING.

I know you're thrilled.

Penis.
maddening
Jul. 18th, 2001 11:31 am (UTC)
Re: I may be slow...
whenever you send in 3 box tops from Holly Puffs cereal (tastes like coffee!)along with $3.50 shipping and handling to:


Quit Whining
1313 W. 234th ST CT N
Wilmington, DE, 43561


and uh ... then I'll get around to uhm.. making ya one...

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