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"I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU, YOU ARE NOTHING BUT A DISEASE, A DRAIN, A PLAGUE"
But you still read my journal....
What the hell is that about?
Everytime you come back, you insist I go away....
heh.


Got books today.
Mail order books are such an addiction.
"Personals: Portraits of REAL people and their personal ads"... excellent book
"What's Not to Love?: The Adventures of a Mildly Perverted Young Writer" by Jonathan Ames
"Demonology" by RIck Moody (He wrote "the Ice Storm" )
and "The Cases That Hunt Us: From Jack the Ripper to JonBenet Ramsey, the FBI's Legendary Mindunter Sheds Light on the Mysteries That Won's Go Away" by John Douglas and Mark Olshaker...
I only got that for the writer and because of the cases that *aren't* jack the ripper and JonBenet.
And through all those nifty bonus points you get when you order and pay for your stuff, I ended up just paying $10 in shipping.
I feel so ... frugal .

hah. yeah. right.

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punkalicia
Jul. 31st, 2001 11:31 am (UTC)
you're like a delicious little crack rock, holly.

one lick - and they just can't stop coming back. they are hooked on your sweet, sweet burning edge.

that or they are psycho freaknuts - to whom you are far far too kind.
drstinky
Jul. 31st, 2001 11:41 am (UTC)
I'm thinkin
that they're psycho freaknuts that want to be scolded -- spanked, even -- because they've been *bad* -- naughty boys

if ya *really* wanna be kind, kick 'em in the ass insteada spankin 'em

that's my bad advice to Holly for the day -- whatcha think, punkalicia?
punkalicia
Jul. 31st, 2001 01:46 pm (UTC)
Re: I'm thinkin
even better:

get them in the position, bare bottom begging for that sweet snap. perhaps even a light caress - let the anticipation build, slowly slowly, until they are begging for any contact...

errr, what was the point to this again?

i fear i have managed to distract myself...
drstinky
Jul. 31st, 2001 02:00 pm (UTC)
Re: I'm thinkin
you managed to distract me too.

i think i need to go out and punish some naughties -- they're everywhere, you know...
maddening
Jul. 31st, 2001 12:46 pm (UTC)
I don't know if it's kindness or just a lack of the energy it would take to actually be the bitch I should be.
I dunno.
And I'm always worried that I'm presenting this horribly unfair side of them, just whining, just being a lil attention whore about it. That has more to do with their accusations, I think, than anything that has it's genesis in my own head, but it's still there and potent no matter where it came from.
psycho fucknuts is a possibility.
To get all armchair psych about it, I'm an enabler. ::nods::
punkalicia
Jul. 31st, 2001 01:49 pm (UTC)
it's pretty psycho to freak out about how you are to have no contact...and then not only contact you - but ask you a favor.

and then freak out again.

it's nutty. it's freaky. it's more fun than hitting thinks with raw hamburger.
punkalicia
Jul. 31st, 2001 11:33 am (UTC)
A DISEASE, A DRAIN, A PLAGUE
ohhh - if you could be a virulant cootie, what would you be?

i think i'd been some form of hemoragic fever. that would be fun.
azmatiq
Jul. 31st, 2001 12:07 pm (UTC)
Re: A DISEASE, A DRAIN, A PLAGUE
I'd have to go with Viral Hemoragic Fever. *nods*
maddening
Jul. 31st, 2001 12:48 pm (UTC)
Re: A DISEASE, A DRAIN, A PLAGUE
Something strange... like Rabies.
Undetected, it continues to corrupt for up to 10 years before it finally drives you insane. It causes behavior that looks like drunkeness... uncontrollable, and no one believes you when you say that it's not just your druggie tendencies.


It's probably what Poe died of, contrary to the popular 'drunk in a gutter' theory.
drstinky
Jul. 31st, 2001 01:18 pm (UTC)
Re: A DISEASE, A DRAIN, A PLAGUE
virulent or no, I would have to be anything that concludes with dementia -- organic brain disorder or Alzheimer's maybe -- I'm known for something that my friends refer to as "contact stupid"


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