isn't it funny how easy it is for some people to take an eraser to your part in their life?
It's incredible.
They get it all out.
They reform, reshape, and it's like you were never there.
I find it's certain types who do it the best.
The types who are mostly bullshit anyway
And the types who've been made strong by the people who were too weak.
I've been erased by both of those types.
When it's the bullshitters, I can only laugh. Because they're only doing it so they can make a whole new person. It's hard to lie non stop and pity whore yourself when there are too many people around who know too much about you.
When it's the strong ones... well... that just means I was too weak, doesn't it?
It's incredible.
They get it all out.
They reform, reshape, and it's like you were never there.
I find it's certain types who do it the best.
The types who are mostly bullshit anyway
And the types who've been made strong by the people who were too weak.
I've been erased by both of those types.
When it's the bullshitters, I can only laugh. Because they're only doing it so they can make a whole new person. It's hard to lie non stop and pity whore yourself when there are too many people around who know too much about you.
When it's the strong ones... well... that just means I was too weak, doesn't it?
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I said what I had to say.
erasure.
bullshitters.
strong ones.
it's all right there.
what sort of expansion are you looking for? names and dates? confessions? ammunition?
not knowing who this is means that I don't know your intention in asking.
So I don't know what kind of response you're looking for.
do *you* care to elaborate?
none I 'spose...
>I said what I had to say.
coo
>erasure.
right
>bullshitters.
right
>strong ones.
right
>it's all right there.
coo
>what sort of expansion are you looking for?
you know
>names and dates?
specific examples are always an aid, this is a diary after all, right?
>confessions?
the voyeur in me gets hot and bothered when such words are used...
>ammunition?
not me baby, not me.
>not knowing who this is means that I don't know >your intention in asking.
the force is strong in this one.
>So I don't know what kind of response you're >looking for.
by now I'd assume you know both.
>do *you* care to elaborate?
not really.
you know >>
It wasn't about you. It was about someone I don't talk about. It's about *people* I don't talk about. Because what's the point in talking about someone who won't acknowledge that you exist. Some real life person who used to know you... who won't acknowledge you exist.
>names and dates?
specific examples are always an aid, this is a diary after all, right? >>
A diary that no one really reads or finds insight from. Why the fuck should I be specific?
>confessions?
the voyeur in me gets hot and bothered when such words are used... >>
I think you're just always hot and bothered.
>ammunition?
not me baby, not me. >>
you sure about that?
>not knowing who this is means that I don't know >your intention in asking.
the force is strong in this one. >>
I'm just a bitch, what do I know?
>So I don't know what kind of response you're >looking for.
by now I'd assume you know both. >>>
not really.
I still don't know what you were looking for.
>do *you* care to elaborate?
not really. >>
as usual.
I left your list, by the way.
I left a lot of lists.
I wrote you mail.
It said "hi"
but I never got a response.
congrats on the kid.
even though she has a lil bow in her hair (how trite)
I know
>I left a lot of lists.
cool
>I wrote you mail.
>It said "hi"
>but I never got a response.
hushmail.com went down for over a month.. I gave up on them..if you sent it a while ago it should have bounced, if you sent it recently it might have gone through.. but I no longer check it.. any of my recent posts (such as the url to the picture) came from my new address
>congrats on the kid.
yeah, thanks.
>even though she has a lil bow in her hair (how trite)
right, well take that up with the in hospital photographer... I was gonna put her in a tshirt that had '666' overlaying an inverted pentagram, but you know how hospital folk are
anyways, it's a pity it ended up this way.. at a certain point there's nothing gained from finger pointing, let's just say it was coo, we had some funny online chats... I'm really an asshole in person though.. I knew phone was a bad idea.. eh at any rate, I think you're a swell girl, I think you need to keep your head straight and rise above the bullshit you get surrounded in.. you really need to know your self worth... and then treat your self accordingly... and stop hanging out with people on medication for christ's sake! take care of your self.. really.
latez
-d
(yes I know, fuck me, and you didn't ask for any advice.. yes, yes, ok, cool, yep.. I'm heading there [hell] now)