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Sep. 15th, 2001

I shouldn't have gone to work today.
I was zombie like, washed out, tired, achey, and just not with it at all.
Yes. That's something new.
shut up.

I dunno. I'm so annoyed by my life at the moment. I'm not where I want to be. I need to have some big long talks with someone, but well, he's made himself rather unavailable. Even a short lil talk would be acceptable. Just a little bit of anything.
I'm sad. I'm lonely is what the problem is. And it's not just a general sort of loneliness anymore. It's a very specific lonely. And that makes it worse.
So yes, I'm a pathetic whiner.
Good.

Sitting outside at work with a warm bit of sun on my face, that nice steady breeze and the first daytime temperatures below 78 we've had since last fall... all I could think was 'now'
'now is the time'
'right now'
'here'

why can't we choose our moments?

Why can't we just.... be when we want.

why can't I win the fucking lotto?

Comments

maddening
Sep. 15th, 2001 09:43 pm (UTC)
Re: Pity-Whore
Bah.
I'm not your type anyway, schnookums.

I'm uh .. hehe.. I'm not anyone's type.
And you have to be the funnyman even on my freakin journal, hmm?

mjfgates
Sep. 15th, 2001 11:52 pm (UTC)
It's your own fault...
This is what happens when you don't generate enough traffic on g-f to keep him sated.
frobisher
Sep. 18th, 2001 12:48 pm (UTC)
Re: Pity-Whore
Well, he's just that way...

And I have this strange typeless disorder, apparently...
maddening
Sep. 18th, 2001 12:52 pm (UTC)
Re: Pity-Whore
I was going to call you today.
::nods::

I still might.


And bah to your type thing.
BAH I say
frobisher
Sep. 19th, 2001 06:48 am (UTC)
Re: Pity-Whore
It would be lovely to hear your voice. It's been way too long.

Of course, I'm only going to be around the office (once I get there...) until about 2pm... jewish-holiday-family-stuff.

Hope I do talk to you soon, though.

kisses
frobisher
Sep. 19th, 2001 06:48 am (UTC)
Re: Pity-Whore
Oh yeah, and to your "bah" thing I say HUMBUG! HUMBUG, I SAY!

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