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Sep. 15th, 2001

I shouldn't have gone to work today.
I was zombie like, washed out, tired, achey, and just not with it at all.
Yes. That's something new.
shut up.

I dunno. I'm so annoyed by my life at the moment. I'm not where I want to be. I need to have some big long talks with someone, but well, he's made himself rather unavailable. Even a short lil talk would be acceptable. Just a little bit of anything.
I'm sad. I'm lonely is what the problem is. And it's not just a general sort of loneliness anymore. It's a very specific lonely. And that makes it worse.
So yes, I'm a pathetic whiner.
Good.

Sitting outside at work with a warm bit of sun on my face, that nice steady breeze and the first daytime temperatures below 78 we've had since last fall... all I could think was 'now'
'now is the time'
'right now'
'here'

why can't we choose our moments?

Why can't we just.... be when we want.

why can't I win the fucking lotto?

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maddening
Sep. 18th, 2001 12:52 pm (UTC)
Re: Pity-Whore
I was going to call you today.
::nods::

I still might.


And bah to your type thing.
BAH I say
frobisher
Sep. 19th, 2001 06:48 am (UTC)
Re: Pity-Whore
It would be lovely to hear your voice. It's been way too long.

Of course, I'm only going to be around the office (once I get there...) until about 2pm... jewish-holiday-family-stuff.

Hope I do talk to you soon, though.

kisses
frobisher
Sep. 19th, 2001 06:48 am (UTC)
Re: Pity-Whore
Oh yeah, and to your "bah" thing I say HUMBUG! HUMBUG, I SAY!

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