I'm confused and disoriented and well, I realize that this journal has become what I feared.. just another forum where I can't say what I really want because of the eyes that I know are on it.
I'll just go to bed, I think. I'll just sleep it off. And I'll get up tomorrow and miserable again because somehow, there's just no one to talk to.
Becuase I don't know how to talk. not about anything that matters.
I am a miserable creature.