A Non-Newtonian Fluid (maddening) wrote,
A Non-Newtonian Fluid

SO he'll sign on to post... but not hang around to talk to me.
I'm confused and disoriented and well, I realize that this journal has become what I feared.. just another forum where I can't say what I really want because of the eyes that I know are on it.
So fuck.
ya know?

I'll just go to bed, I think. I'll just sleep it off. And I'll get up tomorrow and miserable again because somehow, there's just no one to talk to.
And why?
Becuase I don't know how to talk. not about anything that matters.

I am a miserable creature.
self made.

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