SO he'll sign on to post... but not hang around to talk to me.
Okay.
::shrug::
I'm confused and disoriented and well, I realize that this journal has become what I feared.. just another forum where I can't say what I really want because of the eyes that I know are on it.
So fuck.
ya know?
I'll just go to bed, I think. I'll just sleep it off. And I'll get up tomorrow and miserable again because somehow, there's just no one to talk to.
And why?
Becuase I don't know how to talk. not about anything that matters.
I am a miserable creature.
self made.
Okay.
::shrug::
I'm confused and disoriented and well, I realize that this journal has become what I feared.. just another forum where I can't say what I really want because of the eyes that I know are on it.
So fuck.
ya know?
I'll just go to bed, I think. I'll just sleep it off. And I'll get up tomorrow and miserable again because somehow, there's just no one to talk to.
And why?
Becuase I don't know how to talk. not about anything that matters.
I am a miserable creature.
self made.
Comments
Not true! I for one enjoy your comments (for what that's worth!). I guess it's inevitable that someone, somewhere will get pissed at something you've said - but that's not your problem.
Anyway - keep talking - I don't know of any "wrong" way of doing that!
Take care...:)