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Oct. 2nd, 2001

I no longer have a job.
I am sure not everyone at my job realizes this yet... monica will be soooo suprised...
I acted like I was coming in tomorrow all day. It's really hard to act normal when you just want to run around giving people wedgies and shaking your ass in their face screaming "KIIIISS IIIIT KISS IT YOU PRETTY LITTLE WHORE"

ahem.

but I did it just fine.
That was sort of part of it.
The mind fuck.
I come in, work my Shiny Metal Ass off, leave with a smile on my face, and then they find the note and I never come back.
But it will be weird going in on friday for my check. But I'm determined to do it.
no hiding. I'll go in and get my check and the one after it.
I need the money and I can't wait around til they mail it to me.

I told Vic in electronics. I told Bobby who said "again? what's the reason this time?" and then gave me this great squishy eyeball thingy (he said it was the least he could do for all the 'fuck work' stickers... which I think I'll distribute on friday when I go in for my check.). I told Debbi... but I don't think it sunk in...
I think I ended up with overtime too.
heh. those cocks.

anyway... checking out prices for tickets ... so far, about $400 is the best I can do for a flight that doesn't require two stops each way and multiple airlines.
If I deal with econo class, two stops each way and multiple airlines.. I can get it down
to $290.
I dunno... I'll keep looking... but I want to buy tickets soon. But I have to give mister man enough time to make plans and arrangements. We'll work it out. We have thus far... nothing is gonna stop this. Nothing.
I want to go to seattle for a couple weeks (at least)
I'm gonna go ::nods::
it has to be a couple weeks.
As boring as it is here, we found a weekend just WAS NOT enough time to even adequately explore the oceanfront and that's just such a tiny part of the whole place. So I know seattle will require time.
Gasworks alone could take aaaaaall day long.
So yeah .
Alicia reccomends that I start packing immediately. That because I've never lived anywhere but here that it's high fucking time I move.
I think I agree.
But is cross country a good idea?

I dunno... I want to go to school... I can do that anywhere...
I need to at least visit first.. if for no other reason than because I need to not freak out my mom. My mom is important to me. She needs to see this as a calm, measured decision.

I have so much going on in my head.
::grin::
and none of it is about that store.

I like the space. I like that my thoughts are taking back over. I like this.
I should be unemployed more often . heheh

Comments

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mjfgates
Oct. 2nd, 2001 09:51 pm (UTC)
Alicia's right!
The Arboretum's worth a coupla days too, especially if you go rent a canoe and poke around where the turtles go.
krysto4
Oct. 3rd, 2001 04:09 am (UTC)
Welcome to the ranks of the unemployed!
Downside - lack of cash
Upside - FREEDOM!
I did it for 3 months - had to go back to work...BUT I enjoyed my trip to LA....

...and I notice that you didn't cry like a big dumb girl...
maddening
Oct. 3rd, 2001 09:51 am (UTC)
No, I didn't cry... I got that out of the way the night before when I felt the need to keep explaining my reasons to people. No one was arguing. Everyone I talked to knew that this was best, that I had been getting dicked over and that I should just leave... but I felt the need to defend my reasons anyway.
And everytime... I cried. I got so upset, giving my reasons, listing the crimes, that I started crying.
It made me wonder if I could actually just walk out without having some teary breakdown.
But apparently, in the actual situations that are stressing me, I'm cool calm and collected.
punkalicia
Oct. 3rd, 2001 10:01 am (UTC)
if you are typing, then you are not packing.

PACK PACK PACK.

that way when you make a decision, the hard part is already done.

and i picked up and moved from DC to LA, it wasn't that bad. especially if you have $ saved up, WHICH I HIGHLY RECOMMEND.

plus, i need more reasons to go to seattle.
mjfgates
Oct. 3rd, 2001 04:18 pm (UTC)
Why, you'll get to meet my glorious self. Isn't that reason enough?
maddening
Oct. 3rd, 2001 08:16 pm (UTC)
we were talking about that... Chad actually mentioned that I will have to go out and meet you and I had to say "OH YEA!" For some reason I forgot or didn't think that you would actually like.. make that a priority

we could meet up and smoke you out... that I think I would have to see.

It's friday, you aint got no job, you aint got Shit to do.

monkeygrrl72
Oct. 3rd, 2001 03:15 pm (UTC)
I hope we cross paths
I hope we are near each other around the same time, you in person I've got to meet..
maddening
Oct. 3rd, 2001 08:17 pm (UTC)
Re: I hope we cross paths
stop taking thoughts out of my head.
It's creepy and rude.

So yeah, I agree.
drstinky
Oct. 3rd, 2001 07:22 pm (UTC)
Now that you have free time
you should come to DE and visit the Krew.
maddening
Oct. 3rd, 2001 08:17 pm (UTC)
Re: Now that you have free time
need a car.

need some money.

we'll see what I can do, eh?

because that would rock
drstinky
Oct. 3rd, 2001 11:32 pm (UTC)
Re: Now that you have free time
yes it would rock.

just give us the word.
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