October 11th, 2001


(no subject)

So I called mister questions while he was at work.
Very decent conversation. I'm thinking that maybe I should have looked for a flight that had a layover in his area so that I could squeeze in a hello. Ah well. If I really do move to the west coast I don't see why I can't stop in then and have a quick visit.
Wouldn't *that* flip him out.
yes, yes it would. I think.
hard to tell anymore.

I've been having a strange week. Mentally. Physically the week has been obnoxiously boring. But mentally things have been kicking.

I dunno if I can get it all out now. I don't know if I want to, if it's brewed enough.
I think it needs to continue to steep.

So I think that maybe I feel good about this. I like feeling like my brain is awake. It's waking back up. And I think the next three weeks are going to teach it all new things about freedom and choices and all about the gut.
If only I were a rich person... I would have the means to do so much more.
But I'll do just fine being poor too.