May 9th, 2002


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Today I think I'm going to do some cleaning up. Some brutal rearranging, throwing away, and reorganizing.
I need to clean off this desk in a big way. There is now enough space for me to set down a glass or coffee cup and uhm.. every other inch is taken up with papers, CDs or computery shit.
Plus I have to find this ancient ass typing software that my dad wants that I haven't seen in *years* ... *Years*...
It's around here somewhere.
I found the book for it.
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I opened up a cd case and found the half sheet of stickers that Chad and I got at the lil photo booth in Archie McPhee.
My reactions to things like that have been getting more and more ... flat.
Which is in stark contrast to the hyperventilation and freaking out that happened when I got the box of things he'd sent after we started arguing... when I got the April 16th Valentines Day cards. The letter with the lil wet nap in it.
I dunno if this means it's getting put behind me or if I'm just shutting down a lil from all of that.

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So, I can't connect at anything higher than 24K at the moment and as I tried to dial in at a higher number it started to get progressively lower. I'm now connected at 19K and I've decided that I'll just have to go with this. has taken a crap. I can't get the page to load *at all* .. in fact it gives me an MSN search page with *no result* which is a little odd considering I've been checking my mail all day.
The way I've finally gotten to my mail is to do a google search for the page and load their last snapshot and then log in on their snapshot.
Hell.. it worked.

I put catnip down for my cat and I've been goofing off with him.
Pictures follow the cut.
I'm in this odd contented mood. That's a good thing. A very very good thing.
I never expect it to last, so I'm enjoying it.

I've had religion on my mind. Partly because there was something in debate about it and partly because, well, it's always sort of on my mind. I may have to babble about it at some point. I don't know *why* exactly it's something that I think about so much or care about so much. And it isn't really religion that I care about... it's spirituality. I've got this weird passion for it. Mainly, I think, because in my life it's been a very difficult thing to feel.
Most people get freaked out by how into it I can be.
And then one who don't tend to be a lil bent about it themselves. They tend to be fundamentalists. And fundamentalism as it relates to religion tends to be equivalant to fanaticism. I've met exceptions of course. ::grin:: But those are rare rare people.
Aaaanyway... lookit the cute lil kitty.
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