August 25th, 2002


(no subject)

Last night I broke my father's last cigarette.
I went in there, found the pack, pulled the cigarette half out and broke it, and then stuck it back in the pack.
To a smoker, that's probably the worst thing you could do.... I even broke it in a way that would be hard to fix.

He just pisses me off.
And I'm a petty child.

I just about gave myself a heart attack while brushing my teeth. I glanced at my watch and it seemed to say 7:45.
Then I realized it was upside down.... 7:15 was a hell of a lot better and meant I could have coffee... which I'm having now.
I'm also thinking of taking some herbal speedy goodness as I only got about 2 hours of sleep and I really LOOK like I only got two hours of sleep.
My hair also looks greasy. But it's only gel.

I just have to keep telling myself that it's only until one today. Just until one. I'll be home before I wake up completely.