March 21st, 2008

Call Me, Marcelo

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I moved an old computer out from under the desk here and now there is so much dust in the air that I'm doing the bunny nose twitch thing. It's a world of suck.

Poor Karl has just realized that, after a certain point with that computer I just stopped caring and let shit install whereever, never organized anything, had like three columns of shit on the start menu, etc. He's trying to get all my old work stuff of of it and onto an external on the network.

I have work finally (finally!) starting up regularly here and the first one out is kind of a doozy. So I'm trying to get prepared and mentally ready to go. It's not easy.

I've been out of my thyroid stuff for a couple weeks. While on it I never really felt any difference day to day in my energy level - something it was supposed to help. Not having had it for two weeks, I feel like I can't wake up. I've also been in a pretty removed, pretty dark kind of mood too so I'm sure that's a factor as well.

also - taking a break from a dusty room to go clean the very musty, dusty, probably moldy back basement that's been neglected except for the litter boxes since I moved in is not the short cut to feeling better.

I'm just dumb.