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The little photo editor with the trial version crap was not enough.
It even had 'lite' in the title.
I like it enough that I am fully prepared to delete it and get the full version.

I don't like it enough it enough to *pay* for it... But I'm confident in the warez communities abilities so I'm sure there will be a crack.

I'm not a happy camper.
And I don't think it's all my fault. I'm cranky, I don't feel good, I feel pretty damned sad at the moment... but it's not all me.
So, if I've rubbed you the wrong way, confused you, or taken you aback today, I apologize.

Unless you're Rhett, Mike, Tim, Mister Questions, that ass on Subbes' journal, or the people on the debate forum.

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bightchee
Nov. 21st, 2001 06:19 pm (UTC)
Nice to see I get a mention.

"Fuck you, too", Holly.
maddening
Nov. 21st, 2001 07:07 pm (UTC)
You've had every opportunity to talk to me about this. I know you're busy. I know that you're really not interested in talking about this. I know you're tired.

ANd you should also know that I sometimes say unpopular things in my own journal because I actually do use it as a dumping ground for what's on my mind.

The fact that you replied to this here .. just here... didn't write.. didn't explain .. didn't give an opinion beyond this... becuase I've had a bad fucking week and one bad fucking day in particular ...
I expressed how I was feeling earlier.
you basically said NOTHING IN REPLY
You know I'm upset about things between you and me...
YOU SEND ME A JOKE PERSONALITY TEST.
You OPENLY MOCKED what I talked to you about early.. the feeling of distance

so, no.. I don't feel too gushy toward you right now.
If you'd leave it the fuck alone I will more than likely just gaddamned get over it. But acting shocked and indignant over things I DISCUSSED WITH YOU BEFORE HAND is bullshit, it's not like you, and it's fucking pissing me off.

Leave it alone.
Let me calm down.
That's my advice.
And if you actually DO want to retain even a fucking MODICUM of what I can now only loosely call 'friendship' then it might be good if you'd have responses other than 'you make that sounds like a bad thing'

marginalization is something I'm supposed to stand up and cheer about?
bightchee
Nov. 21st, 2001 08:12 pm (UTC)
I will gladly bow out of this association, to the benefit of my own mind, if my absence will cure what ever it is that you are afflicted with emotionally.
maddening
Nov. 21st, 2001 11:12 pm (UTC)
All I was asking was that we both (me especially) chill on this because I've got all sorts of issues going on today. I've had a very very very bad day.
It's no excuse for getting rude.
And if that's what I did, I didn't mean to.
I was just trying to tell you how I felt earlier and I felt pretty damned... shut down.. by the time I split for food.

Maybe I'm just so afflicted emotionally that I'm inventing things.
and maybe I'm just not used to you hitting so hard and so consistently

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