A Non-Newtonian Fluid (maddening) wrote,
A Non-Newtonian Fluid
maddening

"when i slit my wrists
i'll think of you
when i cry myself to sleep
i'll think of you
when i die
i'll think of you
when you see a sheep
alone in the field
think of me
when you see a child
beaten by their parents
think of me
when you see that sheep
die alone in pain
think of how you neglected me
how you forsaked me
how you forgot me
and let me die
never forget me "


Okay.
Can I just say that I had the shit beat out of me with a leather belt or hands or whatever was handy at least twice a week everyday of my life til about age 14 and never in a million fucking years would I or have I written ANYTHING like that.


I just want to make it clear that you can have horrible things happen to you without having to become a 'horrible teen poet'.
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