A Non-Newtonian Fluid (maddening) wrote,
A Non-Newtonian Fluid

I'm very... in here ... tonight. I feel it's been coming on all week. A culmination of a bit too much thinking and not enough getting out of the damned house.

I made myself guilty for spending $70 on 3 books and 3 postcards.

I'll be making myself guilty even more for getting things for people for christmas.

And I forgot to get stephen's email today.
he asked me for help last damned week and I still haven't provided it.

One of the very few times a family member actually deigns to ask for help, and I can't. But I know someone who can... but I can't get my shit together enough to ... fix it.
Probably because of the weird distance between us all.
Probably because I'm a wimpy chick.

I think I'll ask Chad to call me now. He's been very patient today.
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