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I've been informed that chocolate yogurt is just a bad idea.
My brain isn't in my head today.
But I slept this morning. A whole 5 hours. I feel rested in that... not really awake... sort of way.
Dull achey head. Perpetually cold hands. I should be doing something now. I should be reading or studying or composing world shattering treatise. I should be learning a new imaging tool or finding mind bending works.
But I'm not.
My dull head wants to play music and have an argument that goes nowhere and walk around pike's place, early in the morning with the shops just setting up and the workers getting annoyed at the passing shoppers who want to see the wares too early. My dull head wants to know leonard cohen and tom waits (fuck the naysayers) and smoke fuzzy bowls until my body stops feeling the urge to move.
My dull head wants a day where it's alright to just lay in bed with a chest for a pillow and an arm for a blanket and nothing much worth doing.

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subliminalis
Dec. 5th, 2001 05:29 pm (UTC)
omg...
i probably already asked you this but, do you write? poetry? stories? i just read this and you actually forced me to open up a dicrionary. i havent had to do that in a very long time. talk to you later, i hope

|j|
maddening
Dec. 5th, 2001 06:04 pm (UTC)
Re: omg...
I used to think I could be a writer.
15 minute slams at the cafe and getting my tab picked up for getting the most audience approval.
People liked what I wrote... but not the people who mattered.
Too much disinterest convinced me that that wouldn't be possible.
So I stopped.
I'll occasionally spew out something here that vaguely resembles poetry. Vaguely looks lyrical.
Usually when my head isn't quite right and I can't wrap my head around the words and forms that everyone else use and seem at ease with.

I've been the human dictionary since before I was your age.

But I've never commited the sin of elizabethan speech.
subliminalis
Dec. 6th, 2001 11:10 am (UTC)
Re: omg...
lmao...
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