A Non-Newtonian Fluid (maddening) wrote,
A Non-Newtonian Fluid

my brain is not okay.
"where is my mind"

Where the hell are the Pixies?
Where is that poem Jay wrote?

Why can't I stop listening to this album? Over and over and over. It's nu metal crap. They have cheesy videos.
But their lyrics when I first got this said something I didn't expect and they were the right voice and just the right time and with my mind how it is today.... it's compelling. very very compelling.
I can't listen to waits.
I can't listen to cohen.
I can't listen to tori or gorillaz or anything else right now.
nothing that's in the stack is okay for my ears.
I'll try the soad.
but that means taking off the headphones. I don't know if I can stand that disconnect long enough. I don't feel like my mouth could possibly make sentence and words. I'd be back in elementary school... kindergarten with Mister M in his suit and monacle. Mute. It's a strange word. Mute. Muted colors.

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