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Dec. 5th, 2001

my brain is not okay.
"where is my mind"

Where the hell are the Pixies?
Where is that poem Jay wrote?

Why can't I stop listening to this album? Over and over and over. It's nu metal crap. They have cheesy videos.
But their lyrics when I first got this said something I didn't expect and they were the right voice and just the right time and with my mind how it is today.... it's compelling. very very compelling.
I can't listen to waits.
I can't listen to cohen.
I can't listen to tori or gorillaz or anything else right now.
nothing that's in the stack is okay for my ears.
I'll try the soad.
but that means taking off the headphones. I don't know if I can stand that disconnect long enough. I don't feel like my mouth could possibly make sentence and words. I'd be back in elementary school... kindergarten with Mister M in his suit and monacle. Mute. It's a strange word. Mute. Muted colors.

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subliminalis
Dec. 6th, 2001 11:22 am (UTC)
i love fight club
"you met me at a very strange time in my life..."

if you've seen fight club, i'm sure you understand.

i am jack's sense of rejection
josh
maddening
Dec. 6th, 2001 01:56 pm (UTC)
Re: i love fight club
Is there anyone in america who *hasn't* seen it at this point?
frobisher
Dec. 6th, 2001 05:20 pm (UTC)
Re: i love fight club
I've seen it and I'm in america, but I didn't see it in america.

Does that help at all?
subliminalis
Dec. 9th, 2001 12:18 pm (UTC)
Re: i love fight club
you'd be surprised...

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