A Non-Newtonian Fluid (maddening) wrote,
A Non-Newtonian Fluid

Made myself a lil sick with a cherry tobacco cigar.
Made myself a lil sick with bubbling over outrage earlier.
Made myself a lil sick with just how easy it comes to me to be scathing and hurtful.

Too much introspection for me.

But I want to make this clear.

Comment or don't comment.
I don't care.
But unless I ask, I'm not asking.
Not here.
This is rant space. Throw in if you like, it's welcome. really.
I may scratch and bite, but they're shallow and free from poison. They'll heal up just fine.
No pleas for help, no calls for sympathy.
That's not what i'm doing here.

I'm having a rough time with things and i'm going to be doing a lot of spewing. If I don't do it here, it stays in my life more than I want it to and it slowly poisons everything.
There's enough rancor and decay going on as it is...please leave me the ability to be honest in text.

That said.
I need to say publically... NO HARD FEELINGS.
No anger. No bile. No pain.
I'm not just one more dumping on you. I'm just me, being as honest as I can be.

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