subbes was completely okay to feel the way she felt about my shitty little angry posts about what he had to write.
I was the one in the wrong... not for feeling I couldn't read it, and not for venting about what it was I could read, but for letting it turn into personal insults.
realize....
That I was right in my estimations of Kitters.
Because I don't kiss ass and because I'm vitriolic and blunt, this somehow means I'm scathing, angry and rude.
Which I *can* be... when pissed or threatened, annoyed, or protective feeling. Wether it's protective of myself or others.
realize...
Jon really is a pathetic lil dickhead.
realize....
this .. none of this.. realized now... gets to me all that much.
'cept I still want to smack kitters... but I've felt that way toward her since the first thing I read from her. Very smarmy. Very self help. The heart of compassion and understanding, I'm sure. Probably makes excellent home made cookies.
But I still want to smack her.
