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Yesterday was a bad day in a lot of ways.
I won't be posting much, I think.
Not a loss, really...

I have to get a second phone line and I'm going to have to talk to my father about wiring a jack when he comes home tonight, otherwise, I'll have to pay about $95.00 for verizon to do it.

I'm tense.
Very very tense.
There are reasons for this.
many many reasons.

Nope, I'm not going into them.

Thinking of playing a do-over on this journal thing.

I'm not upset today. Just tense and wary. ready to jump and fight at any moment.

I love that drawing of my ear.
::nods::

I'd love to encourage chad into more art.. but I think I'd be pushing him into something he doesn't want.
ANd that's something I won't do.

gonna read the mail.. hide in the room... descend for dinner... and then hide again until he sleeps.

I'm 8 again.
I'm fucking 8 years old again.

Soon soon soon.
I'll be out of here soon.
I know this.

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frobisher
Jan. 17th, 2002 12:17 pm (UTC)
As usual, there's a big box of hugs waiting for you if you want them.
blue_rat
Jan. 17th, 2002 03:16 pm (UTC)
blimey

you almost make me feel guilty for being so elated over the last couple of days - things have been going obscenely well for me, in fact...

need mojo?
maddening
Jan. 17th, 2002 09:02 pm (UTC)
well, shit.. that was the *last* thing I wanted to do.

I dunno what I need.
Been meaning to write Dre and ask if this is one of those cyclic co winky dink 12/10 things.
It's happened before
::shrug::

I'm not worried.

and I *always* need mojo...
mjfgates
Jan. 17th, 2002 04:05 pm (UTC)
You will, you will indeed.

Of course, if you're actually LIVING in the same place as me, it won't be so easy to avoid me, but nothing's perfect.
maddening
Jan. 17th, 2002 09:05 pm (UTC)
as much of a joy as it would be to watch your tortured face while I call you "daddy," I have no desire to live in your home, Gates.

And YOU avoid ME, dammit.
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