I won't be posting much, I think.
Not a loss, really...
I have to get a second phone line and I'm going to have to talk to my father about wiring a jack when he comes home tonight, otherwise, I'll have to pay about $95.00 for verizon to do it.
Very very tense.
There are reasons for this.
many many reasons.
Nope, I'm not going into them.
Thinking of playing a do-over on this journal thing.
I'm not upset today. Just tense and wary. ready to jump and fight at any moment.
I love that drawing of my ear.
I'd love to encourage chad into more art.. but I think I'd be pushing him into something he doesn't want.
ANd that's something I won't do.
gonna read the mail.. hide in the room... descend for dinner... and then hide again until he sleeps.
I'm 8 again.
I'm fucking 8 years old again.
Soon soon soon.
I'll be out of here soon.
I know this.