A Non-Newtonian Fluid (maddening) wrote,
A Non-Newtonian Fluid

I'm going through every piece of paper I own.
I have a lot of paper.

I found, in my filing cabinet, a file where I'd kept EVERYTHING having anything to do with me and jason.
The plastic bag from the HoJo we stayed in on Valentines day. Cards. Letters. Ticket stubs. Reciepts from restaurants.
ANd of course the really nasty abusive letters too.
Along with the good letters.
Where he, after knowing me for 3 months, claimed never dying love.

The phrase "I love you more than anything, now I just need to make you love me too," is very telling.
VERY telling.

I've been trying to call Chad for awhile now... nothing but non stop weirdness.
He was supposedly online when I got online, but shortly thereafter went away. Given his connection issues, that's not really suprising.
But his line is giving me strange "no service" messages and his father's line is feeding me fax noise.

Really wanted to talk to my sweets while I sift through this pile of paper bullshit in my room.

I'm patient.


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