A Non-Newtonian Fluid (maddening) wrote,
A Non-Newtonian Fluid

Chiba City Blues

yeheyuans don't exist... but the word "yiheyan" means 'Garden of Harmonious Unity' and is the name of the Summer Palace of Bejing

only geeks care about geek issues.

beshiny is a brand of cigarettes... but...Beshiny.com "welcomes you to here"

You can buy cigarettes from Spain and have then shipped to England.

I'm going to get together some pictures later. No, not of me, no not porn.
I spent a total of about 2 hours yesterday screwing around with photoshop and these doodles I'd done at one point in time, and Chad has offered to put together a photoalbum for them.
SO I have to actually pick and choose which I want up and people to be able to see.
I like them. I always kind of like the things I make... but there's always something in the response that's never enough. It could be perfect, and I'd be happy right up until the moment someone saw it and commented. Because even if they said something good... it would somehow feel like not enough, or a slight, or a slam and I would always always feel like shit.
Self esteem?
What I do is good enough for lots of other people.... just not me.

I've stopped reading all the online comics I used to read.
Goats (it just got kind of boring and repetitious), sluggy (again, boring and repititious... and I got tired of all the theme weeks. I think the "mad libs sluggy" is the one that put the nail in the coffin of that one), Bruno (very annoying having to fight with a webpage everyday to only lose and get to see comics from three weeks ago and only get to see the current comics three weeks from *now*... and then there was that bizarre dream sequence thing and that with the site problems made it not worth going back)... Bobbins (boring, repititious, and he quit freakin updating) I quit reading a long long time ago... But I even stopped reading Red Meat and The Parking Lot is Full (written by very strange and cool guy Pat, so you should go read it and buy his stuff...a nd uh ... stuff...)

What? me plug?

I can't believe how popular RedMeat has gotten.
Ever 15 year old thinks they discovered the damned thing.

I'm feeling out and out of the loop and out of anything interesting to say. Quite frankly, I bore the hell out of myself, so it's no wonder that I'm boring everyone else.

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