A Non-Newtonian Fluid (maddening) wrote,
A Non-Newtonian Fluid

This is weird. It's 1 am. I'm not on the phone with Chad, I'm not waiting on a call from Chad... and I'm wondering what the hell I'm going to do with myself now.
I can't read ahead in the book.
I might watch a movie, but I dunno...
What I WANT to do is organize stuff in the kitchen, but that will make noise and I don't want to keep anyone else up.

I .. this is all new for me...
I've *no* idea what to do with myself.
Save one or two days I've talked to him every single night for .. what? 6 months? 7 months? Even if it was only for a few minutes.

I'm not going to flip out... it just feels really strange.
Hehe.. and he's hanging out with FyreRaven... hehehe ...

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