A Non-Newtonian Fluid (maddening) wrote,
A Non-Newtonian Fluid

Guh.. he never dies

Will called me.
Had to recount huge chunks of his life again. And tell me what a good friend I am.
I did nothing but HATE HIM for several years. I told him again and again that he needed to GO AWAY. He stalked me. He called obsessively. He wouldn't leave me alone. I FINALLY got him to go away and he keeps fucking calling. Still.
He's still suffereing under the delusion that I am somehow his buddy.
No matter how many times I say "You are a psycho." or "You're still the same deluded freak who thinks that we're friends" or even "Why don't you just *leave* *me* *alone*?" he thinks that it's all just happy banter.
Telling me about his med free life and how the doctors are all idiots just making money off of the pills they give him.
there are no words for what he is.
He's a damned freak.

I was 17 when I met him... I was 20 when I finally got him to leave me alone the first time... isn't he ever going to leave my life?
How long am I going to pay for this mistake?

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