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I'm doing a lil bit of a cull on the friends list.
if I find myself scrolling past your entries more than I find myself drawn to read them, that's why you're going.
::shrug:::

I've already explained my view of what a friends list is.

I don't know why I even feel the need to explain this. Consider it a renovation. I do them from time to time. If you feel the need to scream at me for it, the adress is in my userinfo.

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punkalicia
Mar. 11th, 2002 02:51 pm (UTC)
i'll just know it's b/c you don't love me any more.

you never send me nipple pictures.

and you stopped packing.

penis.
maddening
Mar. 11th, 2002 04:34 pm (UTC)
My leg will *always* love you.

...nipple pictures would only make my leg JEALOUS.

I didn't stop packing.. not really.
I just hit a big speed bump.
I dunno where I'm going anymore.
maddening
Mar. 11th, 2002 04:35 pm (UTC)
PS penis.
bightchee
Mar. 11th, 2002 02:55 pm (UTC)
Don't remove me! I'll be more interesting! I promise!
More head injuries! More, um.... sexual innuendo exchanged between me and Pia..... I'll even post photos. Nipple photos?

Please don't turn my cable off.
maddening
Mar. 11th, 2002 04:36 pm (UTC)
you thought I would boot you?
I'm hurt.
bightchee
Mar. 11th, 2002 04:37 pm (UTC)
Well I *am* boring as two snakes having sex.
maddening
Mar. 11th, 2002 04:44 pm (UTC)
But I enjoy your posts.
I always have.
Even on RG...

even if you *did* steal "come se dice "strange and random thing" en espaol?"
bightchee
Mar. 11th, 2002 04:48 pm (UTC)
even if you *did* steal "�come se dice "strange and random thing" en espa�ol?">>>

I really don't know what you're talking about.
Care to 'splain?
luvrhino
Mar. 11th, 2002 03:17 pm (UTC)
i rule
Woo hoo! I made the cut. My birthday gift gambit paid off.

Excellent.
maddening
Mar. 11th, 2002 04:36 pm (UTC)
Re: i rule
considering you're one of the reasons I stopped talking about anything.. close to home... in the first place, yes, it's pretty damned interesting that I didn't knock you off the friends list.
luvrhino
Mar. 11th, 2002 05:28 pm (UTC)
i don't rule as much as i'd like to think, apparently
Really?

Because i accidentally called you "Boo" on goats-fans before i knew any better?

I've behaved myself since then...

Or is it because i remember almost everything that you post?

That's your own damn fault for being so memorable...

I truly am harmless. ::nods::
maddening
Mar. 11th, 2002 06:01 pm (UTC)
Re: i don't rule as much as i'd like to think, apparently
It had more to do with you being more vulcan than human sometimes... hehe
You sometimes don't know how to interact. Lack of social graces, above the silly tumult of emotion crap.. call it what you will.
I think you've admitted to that yourself.
I think I still hadn't gotten the hang of you and the thought of you being here and seeing things that *really* mattered to me.. that really got to me... And then unknowingly belittling them...
::shrug::
I just didn't want that to happen.
After you popped up and then shortly after mark did as well, it seemed the whole of that list would be here. The final straw would have been Danny.
All the people on goats fans *are* multi-faceted people. I know that. However, after several years of interacting with most of you in *only* that forum, it's hard to see that I could possibly be *me* (not the cast iron bitch version of me that posts to g-f) and not get a big ribbing from you guys.
But, I've seen that you're not as hardened as I thought you were.
And even if you are.. heh.. I'm still entirely capable of ignoring you if I want.

Sometimes when I'm posting here, I feel exceedingly... exposed and guh.. I hate to use this word because it's very not *me*.. but.. "Vulnerable".
Hell, gates has made replies to things that have left me rather damned upset and almost deciding to just pack it all in. I don't *share* very well. So the fact that I'm doing it at all is sort of incredible. The fact that I'm doing it in public is even more incredible... so anything replied that feels abrasive, sarcastic, or mocking hits me harder than it ever would were we talking about *anything* else.
And it's not on every post. Not at all. Just when it's pretty obvious that I'm not doing too well.
You're pretty good at being dryly sarcastic. And that's *most* of what I've known of you.
I just stopped talking about anything that really mattered because I was too worried about my audience. And even when that feeling of a hostile audience wore off, I had just.. gotten into the habit.
And it's just one that I really desperately need to stop right now.

I've every confidence that you're capable of reading what I have to say and restraining yourself from mocking it. ::grin::
I've just gotten to know you better in a few ways that I didn't know you before, that's all.

It was *my* discomfort with who was watching.. that's all.


Hmm.. I should have just sent you mail, shouldn't I have?


(But lookit the picture, Ken. You have to admit that I look much better now than I did in Texas. Doncha? eh?eh?)

luvrhino
Mar. 11th, 2002 08:01 pm (UTC)
Re: i don't rule as much as i'd like to think, apparently
Don't ever refer to me with a Star Trek allusion, capiche?

Anyway, i don't know where you get off accusing me of being "dryly sarcastic." I accept the "lack of social graces" identifier and, sure, maybe i am multi-faceted. But dryly sarcastic?

I'm all about being juicy and, first and foremost, moist.

Anyway, you can feel free to expose yourself to me at anytime without fear of me taking any undue liberties.

And yes, i must admit that you have been looking quite well recently, if a bit under-clothed...
maddening
Mar. 12th, 2002 08:17 am (UTC)
Re: i don't rule as much as i'd like to think, apparently
hehe... Ken... you're a psycho.
But it's in this "he's on my side.. I er... think" sort of way.

And here I was worried about you being offended.

Do you at least know what I meant? Not that you would just run willy nilly over my feelings here, but that after having only interacted with you through g-f where we can all tell each other off and no one gets offended (well, no one that doesn't suck)I was a bit trepidatious about talking about things that would actually *hurt* were they made fun of.
luvrhino
Mar. 12th, 2002 08:44 am (UTC)
Re: i don't rule as much as i'd like to think, apparently
You're going to have to try a lot harder than that to offend me...

And yes, i have no intention of ever stompling all over your sensitive, intimate feelings...your albino, if you will...as i, in fact, like you and don't wish to cause you any harm...at least not while doing so could hinder the prospects of more Vert-cookies coming my way...
albertoromero
Mar. 13th, 2002 04:21 am (UTC)
W00t!!! I made it. yay me... I figure it'll be a whiles before you do that again so i can be all obnoxious now rah rah rah!!!
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