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Mar. 19th, 2002

I'm pretty sure I didn't get my point across last night. ::shrug:: that's okay I suppose. I'm not sure *now* what it was I wanted to say.
I was frustrated, depressed, angry, and really really annoyed. I probably over reacted to everything and anything. In fact, I'm sure I did.
Which is just more to prove that I'm really really don't doing well right now.
I expected to be ganked off of more friends lists ::grin::
I think that might have been my goal in an odd way.

Doesn't matter.

I'm not as sad today. I'm not as ready to cry and whimper. I'm not as "5 year old who doesn't want to take a bath" and I'm just going to be good and sip my coffee and avoid the 300th time abortion has been raised as a topic of debate in the debate community.

There is a center of calmness in me somehwere . I'll find it.

............just as I typed that, I sneezed. I didn't think fast enough to get my hands up. so I sneezed on the arm of my sweater and my leg when I tilted my head down.
I've been kinda stuffed up.
Not any more!

Guh. that was nasty.

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tithonus
Mar. 19th, 2002 09:03 am (UTC)
"I'm pretty sure I didn't get my point across last night."
i think you did... you don't believe yourself attractive, even if you sometimes do, and so think people are after something if they say that you're attractive... you do think you're intelligent, so are much more comfortable with people being interested in you for you mind. you think the whole reading people because you think they are attractive is both shallow and also a tad rude, because it suggests that your looks are the be all of your character.
... i think you were pretty clear, but i could be deceiving myself.
maddening
Mar. 19th, 2002 09:07 am (UTC)
::sigh:::
yeah ... I didn't get my point across at all.

That's it.. but only tiny shades or extrapolations of what I think about all that.. so it's vaguely accurate.. but..

nevermind.
tithonus
Mar. 19th, 2002 12:53 pm (UTC)
"nevermind."
i'll try. ::trying not to be curious::
frobisher
Mar. 19th, 2002 09:42 am (UTC)
Thanks for sharing, sweetie.

*hands vert a tissue*
luvrhino
Mar. 19th, 2002 09:50 am (UTC)
debate me
...and avoid the 300th time abortion has been raised as a topic of debate in the debate community.

Just for the record, i brought up the topic of me being a shithead as a topic of debate, which happened to be peripherally related to abortion.

But you knew that already.
mjfgates
Mar. 19th, 2002 10:19 am (UTC)
Re: debate me
You're not a shithead. You're a bad man, and at times you're an ass, but that's different.
luvrhino
Mar. 19th, 2002 07:04 pm (UTC)
Re: debate me
No, no, Vert decreed that i'm a shithead, so, by golly, shithead it is.

This is not to deny that i'm a very bad man and occasional gluteal organ.
frobisher
Mar. 19th, 2002 08:46 pm (UTC)
Re: debate me
That would be by holly...
maddening
Mar. 20th, 2002 08:41 am (UTC)
Re: debate me
And ya know... fuck Jon Katz.

Fuck him right in the sphincter.

frobisher
Mar. 20th, 2002 10:30 am (UTC)
Re: debate me
Uh... no. Just... NO.
maddening
Mar. 20th, 2002 08:40 am (UTC)
Re: debate me
You know I meant that in a nice, almost affectionate way, right?
luvrhino
Mar. 20th, 2002 09:05 am (UTC)
Btw, i used "by golly" without realizing its sinister undertones. Sorry.
Of course.

Your coprophilia is well documented so i took that as the highest compliment.
kaeren
Mar. 19th, 2002 02:00 pm (UTC)
probably neither here nor there
your honesty is attractive too, let's not forget that.
mjfgates
Mar. 19th, 2002 02:52 pm (UTC)
Re: probably neither here nor there
But somehow, I don't think she's bugged about people watching her journal for that.
kaeren
Mar. 19th, 2002 04:14 pm (UTC)
Re: probably neither here nor there
thats why i pointed it out! ;) 'sactly.
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