Very annoying, not suprising.
I've been ripping CDs and the list is, quite frankly, kind of impressive.
And I rediscovered some things I haven't listened to in years. Things I really loved.
I've been feeling pretty quiet today. Not in a shoved down way. Just in a nice, mellow, quiet way.
But there's a thing on TV about schizophrenia. And that makes me think about Sean. And there is such a huge sadness attached to that.
It's a *clean* sadness though.
Does that make sense? It's the same sadness I feel with Tom, in a way.
It's a sadness without regrets, because they both knew just how I felt about them.
There aren't any "if onlys" attached to their memories.
And I'm in love.
And things are looking up, maybe.
But I'm being very reserved with it.
Doing it more job searching para Chad.
and I find things like http://www.wrongcrowd.com/links.shtm and I find it so bizarre that you can see so much about someone from their links page. I mean ... this guy enjoys fish tanks, old school arcade games, Fantasy art, small business building, Buffy, phtography, car audio, cars, copying DVDs, "hacking", Macs, (heheh.. you can't hack things with a MAC), console gaming, online gaming, webcams, guns, history, ferrets, Ham radios, sattelite TV, online shopping and strange info about the city of Seattle, and that's just skimming the surface!
The guy has a total of 825 bookmarks.
How much time can a person have, dude?