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Lays applewood barbecue and smoked cheddar Bistro Gourmet chips. I never eat these things.
I never eat chips.
But these things are INCREDIBLE.
I won't like them tomorrow, but right now they're just yummy.


I'm in the oddest mood.
Part of this is this feeling finally that everything is going to be okay.
I haven't felt anything even approaching that in a long while and it's really really damned good.
I can make things work.
I can fix my shit.
I can find my place.
Or... whatever place I want for as long as I want it...
but that doesn't sound as definitive, does it?


Another part of my weirdness is that .... weird crap just happens to me.
I take walks around my neighborhood all the time.
And last night I got followed and grabbed.
I got away from the guy, so I don't know what his goal was (which is good) but it just trips me.
I've dealt with shit alone at night in other neighborhoods, but only once before in mine. I thought that that was an isolated incident. I thought that it was cool, ya know.
And now, I'm sorta pissed.
Becuase it's getting to the point where I have to have a gaddamned chaperone to take a walk around my house.
I need outta here.
And I'm happy that I can say that with a smile.
becuase I *want* outta here too.
And I know exactly where I want to go.
I just need to get there.
And with a lil luck and some of my natural bullheadedness, I'll get there just fine.


And I've had people changing my perceptions lately.
and that is soooo incredible.
and uh ..yeha..
HAPPY.
for some strange reason.
and I'm not all afraid to admit it.

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fatblakdog
May. 8th, 2001 06:14 pm (UTC)
Ahoy hoy!
I can't say that I have ever had Bistro Gourmet chips before they sound far to exotic for my simple tastes. Although the flavor you mentioned intrigues me quite a bit. So where are you planning on heading? Seattle right? That would be pretty cool for you it sounds like you have been stuckin a ghetto rut for a while now. Talk about optimism. You are just bubbling over with it today. You be damned happy. I can almost feel you glowing through your lj today. Gotta say i am a little envious. I will get there too though. Just gotta plow through the crap I am in first though. I think once I get this court crap dealt with it will be smooth sailing until burning man. Oops gotta go my non workingness is attracting the attention of middle management.
maddening
May. 8th, 2001 06:21 pm (UTC)
Re: Ahoy hoy!
They're kinda spicey and strong and stuff but verra goot.
I think that I'll hold off on the west coast until I can kidnap you with me, hows that sound?


Is it really that strong?
I'll use Azmatiq's excuse and say it's the moon.I'm just a pawn in the celestial gravity game. heh.
fatblakdog
May. 8th, 2001 06:54 pm (UTC)
Re: Ahoy hoy!
Sounds like a plan to me. Although you don't have to kidnap me. The celestial gravity thing works for me.
maddening
May. 8th, 2001 07:19 pm (UTC)
Re: Ahoy hoy!
But... maybe I *want* to kidnap you.
Tackle you with a gunny sack, tie you up, lay you in the back seat.
I'll untie you a couple times a day and let you eat and pee while I train my fearsome boxing nun on you, lest you attempt to escape.
Force feed you hallucinagins so you won't remember what way we went in case you escape... shave you and put a wig on you after awhile... give you fake boobs and pass you off as my lesbian lover (because you just won't pass for a regular fem)...


Hmm... I gotta stop.
I like this idea too much.
fatblakdog
May. 8th, 2001 07:30 pm (UTC)
Re: Ahoy hoy!
Shave me? Sacriledge. But it sounds like being kidnapped by you would not be entirely unpleasant. If you throw in a couple of spankings and a platypus i promise not to try and escape too often. Though I think half the fun would be in the capturing. Oooh gotta go break time. Me need cigarette.
maddening
May. 8th, 2001 07:41 pm (UTC)
Re: Ahoy hoy!
baaaaaaaaaaaby smooth Joe...
hehe
platypus, huh? you like the beaky things...?


I have to thank you for pulling me out of my semi-funk that I was falling into.
The last couple hours have been sucking.
fatblakdog
May. 8th, 2001 07:55 pm (UTC)
Re: Ahoy hoy!
Beaky things=hot sex with invalids.

Baby smooth? Maybe I can work with that.
I have no problem un-funking you any day of the week.
maddening
May. 8th, 2001 08:03 pm (UTC)
Re: Ahoy hoy!
what sort of invalids?
just crippled or mental defunt?
how about the drooly ones?


yesh, da baby schmoove joooe.


Just get the FUNK OUT...
that's a song ya know..


who the *hell* is that by?
fatblakdog
May. 8th, 2001 08:07 pm (UTC)
Re: Ahoy hoy!
Definitely the the drooly ones. I love a nice sloppy blow-job.

Well being that the song has the word funk in it then i would lean toward Parliament Funkadelic but I can't say that for sure cause I haven't listened to much of them. I have a friend I am gonna ask though she might just have the answer that is needed here.
maddening
May. 8th, 2001 08:18 pm (UTC)
Re: Ahoy hoy!
Ya know... I think it *is* P-funk.
I need to watch pcu again.

I .. uh.. have you ever noticed, Joe that our commenting turns into like... marathon commenting?
fatblakdog
May. 8th, 2001 08:27 pm (UTC)
Re: Ahoy hoy!
Yes I have, but would you rather it be any other way? Being so far away from eachother I think it is a pretty good substitute(though I would prefer face to face) for actually hanging out with each other.
maddening
May. 8th, 2001 08:47 pm (UTC)
Re: Ahoy hoy!
You have my phone number, ya know.
fatblakdog
May. 8th, 2001 08:53 pm (UTC)
Re: Ahoy hoy!
Ouch, hint taken. How about I give you a call tommorow night. i would tonight but me and a couple guys from work are going to kill the case of beer left over from this weekend.


maddening
May. 8th, 2001 09:08 pm (UTC)
Re: Ahoy hoy!
okay.
and I won't be stoned off my ass this time.
::grin::
fatblakdog
May. 8th, 2001 09:11 pm (UTC)
Re: Ahoy hoy!
neither will I.
azmatiq
May. 9th, 2001 01:12 am (UTC)
Re: Ahoy hoy!
Penguins man, PENGUINS!
azmatiq
May. 9th, 2001 01:11 am (UTC)
Re: Ahoy hoy!
hehe. :P
azmatiq
May. 9th, 2001 01:33 am (UTC)
Re: Ahoy hoy!
M-O-O-N, That spells Tom Cullen.
maddening
May. 9th, 2001 08:45 am (UTC)
Re: Ahoy hoy!
I had never seen that before or read it, I was well out of King by then.
But it was on the superstation the other day and got left on. It was on *literall* all damned day.


King has gotten so depressing, ya know... depressing and goddy.
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