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There was a phone call. Some truths were told. I learned some things, he learned some things.... I'm not sure about *anything*...but I'm willing to keep learning things here.

He found out that no one I asked about it thought that what he said were jokes were jokes and I found out that all the people he asked about my going to DC for the weekend with "some guy" said it wasn't cool at all.

I can't say I give a damn. I'm not a normal girl and I don't have normal requirements for being with me. A liberal amount of trust is absolutely required because I don't tend to have female friends and people who are the jealous type are going to implode quickly.
I'm also very independent. I'm very much someone who needs to not be tied to a schedule of affection. A time table of when and how is the first sure thing that's going to kill my URGE to show affection. And I'm a very affectionate person.

This is probably airing dirty laundry.
Right now, I don't really care. I want to do a little spewing, and I think I shall.

I've considered just making a different LJ so that I can be fully and completely and bluntly honest about everything without feeling like the mutual friends list people are getting stuck in the middle of some bizarre thing ... but fuck it.

If you can't deal with seeing what I say or you think I'm just some cunt, drop me off the list. I'm a big girl and can deal with it all.
ALL of it.

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redherring
Apr. 15th, 2002 11:55 am (UTC)
I think I missed something somewhere. I've gathered that you and your significant other are traveling through some rough waters right now. Whatever happened, I hope things work out the way you want. And I wish you luck figuring out what it is that you want. Sometimes, that's the hardest part.

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