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grar... I keep getting drawn over to look.. but still just.. FUCK YOU.
GAH

You didn't even do anything... you just fucking piss me off with your pseudo-lying-through-omission-martyr bullshit.
BULL
SHIT.

I'm going to go back to cleaning again.

Then, maybe later, I'll suck Karl's cock and get him to be my *boyfriend* so he can buy me stuff and entertain me and do things for me until I get bored with him and how much he does for me and start up the wandering eyes and then I'll dump him and find someone else.

That's *everything* that I'm about ya know?

fucking idiots.

the things is, I cant even be like... seriously pissed... because it's just so *dumb* and *blind* and if that's the quality of perception he's got going on, than I know for YET ANOTHER REASON I did the right thing.

Just steadily smacking myself for being a blind idiot for a fucking year.

cutthroat is kind of how I feel.

cutthroat is probably how I'll act.

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subbes
Apr. 23rd, 2002 01:51 pm (UTC)
Er, pardon?
maddening
Apr. 23rd, 2002 02:03 pm (UTC)
did that not make any sense?
hmmm

Made sense to me.
uhm... basically...
I broke up with chad, been feeling very 'grieving for the could have beens' but his "OH NOTHING IS WRONG, I"M FINE!" with lil barbed comments here and there bullshit is really pissing me off.

And I really never believed him that he didn't have trust issues with me, so I really only threw in the sucking Karl's cock thing to fuck with him.

heh.. to sum up even more... I'm angry, annoyed, over it, and I'm being juvenile. ::nods::
subbes
Apr. 23rd, 2002 02:04 pm (UTC)
See, I didn't know it was Chad's stuff you meant, cause his jourtnal is deleted so i didn't think you were getting stuff from him.
maddening
Apr. 23rd, 2002 03:21 pm (UTC)
his *old* journal isn't though, and that's what he's been using.

dlbags
Apr. 23rd, 2002 04:09 pm (UTC)
what's the name of it?
links!
maddening
Apr. 24th, 2002 01:54 am (UTC)
no links for you!
dlbags
Apr. 24th, 2002 05:00 am (UTC)
Bah, you're no fun!
bightchee
Apr. 23rd, 2002 01:54 pm (UTC)
H-h....holly?
maddening
Apr. 23rd, 2002 02:04 pm (UTC)
see above
punkalicia
Apr. 23rd, 2002 02:12 pm (UTC)
developers, developers, developers, developers

go watch it again. you know it will make you HAPPY.

then bring that slutty little shin over to me...
akadashi
Apr. 23rd, 2002 02:40 pm (UTC)
Don't let the userpic fool ya - I'm still REALLY REALLY GAY. Gayer 'n fucknuts I tell ya. My friends call me Bill. Three Dollar Bill. Favorite color? Tangerine, of course.

I think ya get me.
punkalicia
Apr. 23rd, 2002 03:05 pm (UTC)
so close your eyes and think of that tasty piece from the hugo boss store...
kaeren
Apr. 23rd, 2002 03:30 pm (UTC)
i fucking love that icon!
akadashi
Apr. 23rd, 2002 03:54 pm (UTC)
Heh - me too. It's an actual packet of soup mix I found at a local grocery store, and I couldn't help but bring it home and scan it:



As for the soup itself, well... all I can say is, the taste is authentic.
kaeren
Apr. 23rd, 2002 04:01 pm (UTC)
haha
SPICY cock flavor, no less.

i am so glad you showed me the fullsized scan!
frobisher
Apr. 23rd, 2002 05:38 pm (UTC)
You need to send that in to Beer Frame. NEED.
christiana
Apr. 23rd, 2002 09:20 pm (UTC)
Fuck that. I hate how people morph into some entirely different being when their relationships end. It's so silly.
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