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who am I kidding?
I want to be in love.

but I want it to be love, and not just an approximation thereof.

I know what it feels like, I think.

And I know I've only had it fleetingly.

it's not the security of love that I desire most... it's that wreckless-headlong-on-the-edge-of-a-cliff-face-wind-buffetting-your-precarious-placement feeling ... even when you're just laying there looking at their silhouette in the dark.

I'm a romantic idiot.
And life doesn't live up to it.

::insert heavy sigh here:::

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midnightglobe
Apr. 25th, 2002 11:36 am (UTC)
the tragedy of the experience of true exctacy
is that it makes everything else feel so grey and lifeless in its wake.

i know how you feel. being a romantic sucks, but i dont think i would change if i could.
bightchee
Apr. 25th, 2002 11:51 am (UTC)
That's just those fits of penis-cravings talking.
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