A Non-Newtonian Fluid (maddening) wrote,
A Non-Newtonian Fluid

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I've got "Nobody Loves Me" from Portishead and "Criminal" from Fiona Apple stuck in my head simultaneously in some sort of weird mix.

Karl attempted to call in sick to work today.
But no one picked up the phone.
So Karl "called in sick" to work today.

There was much sleeping in.

I'm waiting on a lil bit of coffee, Karl is taking a shower, then we are off to meet wrekehavoc for lunch. Which should verra much rooooock.

Watched Suicide Kings last night and Karl knows I like the Walken impersonations so I think *most* of what he's said to me thus far today has been Walkenized.

I did too much thinking in the shower (something I have a bad habit of doing) and, though I woke up feeling generally okay, by the time I was clean I was pretty sure that something was just bad or off. I also had strange dreams that are just pure anxiety. Nothing prophetic there.
But the fact that I had anxiety dreams is not a good thing.

Karl and I had a discussion about religion yesterday that was, as I swore to him it would be, enjoyable. At least from my side of things.
I don't know *why* religions and spirituality fascinate me so much. You would think that I myself was religious or at least deeply spiritual in some more generally pervasive way.
My spirituality is one of those things where if you don't know exactly where to look (and trust me, you don't... sometimes I don't know where to look) you will never ever see it.

Anyway. It was enlightening, I learned a lot about Karl and I confirmed that as long as your sprituality doesn't involved hate as a base portion of its operation... then it's okay by me.
You sometimes have to test that. It's easier to do with people you already like, but it's still a worthy thing to make sure of now and again.

I'm sort of babbling here. I haven't had any coffee yet (and have I mentioned that I haven't had a cigarette since sunday morning before the plane?) soooo I think I'll go do that now. ::nods::
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