And then I read the communities.
And they make me sad or cynical or angry.
"i just lost 5 more pounds .yay.
i was feeling godo about myself until my boyfriend today was like lauren you have a jelly belly.
i started to cry and he was like lauren im just kidding i like your stomach but i still cant help feeling fat i want to be 115. that is my goal and i have 22 pounds to go.
i hate feeling like this... "
That's from the houseofsins community. It's for people who are active in their "lifestyle" of eating disorders. Yeah, it's a lifestyle now apparently. It has 364 members.