So I haven't gotten any mail since yesterday afternoon. It still isn't fixed.
Chances are there are going to be three billion LJdon'treplies and nothing else, but if you sent me mail, uhm.. sorry. Didn't get it.
I got 4 hours of sleep.
That is more sleep than I've gotten any other day this week.
I still don't feel rested, but I don't feel nearly as "I'm-about-to-slide-off-the-world" either so that's a good thing.
I'm going to occupy my day with scanning photos and downloading songs.
I've been thinking about men and why they suck in personal relation to me lately and exactly how it's been that I've entered into a pattern of long-term relationship behavior and I didn't see it until it became a definititive pattern. And I've realized that when Karl kicks me in the ass and tells me not to worry or think about that kind of thing right now, he's not telling me to just.. stick my head in the sand and forget.
He just happens to know that I'll just sit and beat myself up about it. :/
Yes. I just used an 'emoticon'.
I feel dirty.
Yet sort of... exhilarated. ::smirk::
I dunno if I really *want* the world to see "Holly Drunk With a Strawberry on Her Forehead And Karl Playing Spokesmodel" ...
Some things just shouldn't be shared.