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I'm good natured ranty today.
I'm feeling alive in my own wordiness.
I'm reading that book, Alicia... we'll do those exercises soon. I was convinced that I should just from the first page where she talks about 'god' being a creative force. That scrubbed off those feelings of "my god this is new agey bulldada".

I'm also feeling pretty rude generally. Unashamedly rude. This happens sometimes, ya know.
I'm a guilt monster. But not so much lately. I can't bring myself to beat myself up for things I never did.
It's a good thing ::grin::

Boxing up things to send back to Chad... making sure everything that's his goes back to him. I don't want there to ever be a reason for him to point his finger and scream for things I didn't do now that we aren't together. It's taken me awhile. I was busy.
And I had to get to a level where I was okay with this.
I'm okay with this.

I was questioning Karl about this Bjork video he showed me one night when we were feeling goofy. It's really hammered into my brain.
Not the song... the song is pretty ... odd lyrically.
And I know that isn't really Bjork's style.. but it's true. The lyrics are very strange. A huge departure for her, really. </raging sarcasm>
So he found the link for me and I've watched it about 10 times now.
I don't know why that rocking back and forth visual gets to me so much (and it's a hell of a lot more impressive in Karl's house with the surround sound and the 60 inch tv... but you get the idea).. but it does.

Sometime in the future, I want to get a kitten.
Some sweet faced kitten.. anything that isn't long hair.
And I want to name it Skittish.


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Jun. 14th, 2002 01:41 pm (UTC)
I'm going to start having those Bjorkesque nightmares again...
Jun. 15th, 2002 10:36 am (UTC)
convoluted, so apologies:

lord, i forget the name of the damn book, but it is that famous one that is a creativity notebook? i have it somewhere around here and need a kick in the ass to do it... if you are doing it (and only you can remember the name of the book unless i find it first ;-)and if i find it, can i join in the proverbial fun? or am i being an interloper? if i am, then no worries :-)
Jun. 15th, 2002 11:08 am (UTC)
Of course you're not interloping.

This book is called The Artist's Way subtitled A Spiritual Path to Higher Creativity and it's by Julia Cameron.

Jun. 15th, 2002 12:19 pm (UTC)
heehee, i literally just signed on again because i remembered it was the artist's way... i bought it a few years while i was in san francisco... and i promptly forgot about it. i'm a'gonna dig it up. and when i do, i'll give you a shout :-)
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