Really really horrible. Talking to people thus far today has only served to make me feel worse.
It's made me feel small.
It's made me feel insignifigant.
It's made me feel stupid and needy and wrong and burdensome.
Why do most of the people I know make me feel this way?
It's not all of them... just most.
It's not okay. It's not something I should just deal with. And it's not my fault.
If it were universal... I could believe that it was. But it isn't. I know some incredibly good people who bring good things to my life.
But not all of them are like that.
So it's just not my fault.