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I started drinking at 5:30 this evening.
I dunno if that's a good sign or a bad sign. It's the first time I've had an appreciable amount of alcohol since the night Alicia, Scott, Chuck, Dave, Karl had a lil get together. So ... the third shallow pour of this Stump Jump *is* indeed making my face warm and making me a lil looser hipped, a lil more grinny and lazy eyed.
I had the joy of horrendous nightmares last night that kept me more or less awake from about 4 am until I gave up and got out of bed around 8.
I walked around outside before the humidity soared this morning and was just really content with how calm and slow the world was in the morning.
Then there was another bombing on the news. And more kids kidnapped and more drive bys in the area and more investigation into corruption of childrean and more corporate fraud and I read some things earlier about statistics on incestuous rape and molestation and I just got really angry at the world in a general way and just...

I'm drinking.
It's the bottle of Wine Karl gave me after my cleaning week up there. I've been holding on to it because it's hard to find around here (haven't found any yet), but ... well... bah.

I want a cigarette.
it's been a couple months since I've smoked... I didn't keep exact track of days... but I really want a cigarette.

Why the hell isn't "ornery" one of the moods in the current mood list?

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dlbags
Aug. 1st, 2002 03:47 pm (UTC)
Just picture me in your mind as you drink, as soon as I seem atractive, STOP DRINKING!
maddening
Aug. 1st, 2002 04:04 pm (UTC)
you're a freak, Dave.
dlbags
Aug. 1st, 2002 05:47 pm (UTC)
You LOVE it!
punkalicia
Aug. 1st, 2002 03:52 pm (UTC)
baby, i seen dem hips, and ain't dey ain't no losers...

i'm just saying, is all
maddening
Aug. 1st, 2002 04:26 pm (UTC)
Hehe... I probably wouldn't noticed that typo until tomorrow and I would have been mortified.

But hey.. my hips sure as hell haven't been *winning* exactly....
midn1te
Aug. 1st, 2002 03:59 pm (UTC)
Errr if it makes you feel any better we probably poured drinks at the same time... except my clock said 2:30pm instead of 5:30pm.
maddening
Aug. 1st, 2002 04:33 pm (UTC)
well, herm.
I dunno. I really rarely drink at all... lately it's only when I've been at karl's house and there's been someone fun to drink with. And before that, I'd have rather just smoked up.
So yeah
It's patently bizarre for me to be drinking this early in the day.


but hey, as long as there are other people joining me.. :;grin::
midn1te
Aug. 1st, 2002 05:52 pm (UTC)
Re:
Yeah it makes me feel better to know that I'm not the only one! :)
punkalicia
Aug. 1st, 2002 04:23 pm (UTC)
oh yeah, and i'd like to remind you of the fact that you drank several days after that...
maddening
Aug. 1st, 2002 04:34 pm (UTC)
Yeah, but it was a couple glasses of wine and a lil dessert wine.
I'm prepared to drink this whole bottle on my own.

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