I needed calming.
I found it.
praying at the alter of Tom Waits.
and the holy spirit moves in me
and I would even give thought to that whole snake thing
If it weren't so unecessary
hmm
yeah ..
copeable.
another cup of coffee for me
and a repeat of "Frank's Wild Years"
then I'll find someone to hug me for half an hour.


"take off your skin, and dance around in your bones"


There's something nibbling on my brain.
little fish nibbles.
not suitable to actual biting
but certainly sufficient and persistent.
fish can do that thing with their mouths pretty much non stop.
stamina.
:::nods::
hmm.. maybe I stole that from bukowski...
... nibbling fish head thoughts... I think that's the line..
great... so now I'm a theif...
beh.
coffee.
nicotine.
air.
survival.
blood.
::nods::