A Non-Newtonian Fluid (maddening) wrote,
A Non-Newtonian Fluid

-I'm exhausted, but the late night Sam babbles are worth it.
- That Brandon guy got fired yesterday.
- Really, it was just a matter of time.
- No really.
- watching movies
- avoiding certain lines of thought
- christmas shopping.

I haven't felt very articulate lately. It was really strange the other night on the phone with Sam, we actually fell into an intellectual conversation. Just a conversation about... well actually it was about god... but more about why people feel the presence of god while in natural settings and so forth. I realized that I haven't had a conversation like that in guh... well over a year.
I enjoy just being silly and talking about movies and music. But sometimes I really crave those lenghty, deep, vaguely combative conversations. It's one of the few times I can flex my vocabulary and I don't get accused of just going out of my way to "sound smart."
Part of my lack of anything to say is... well... an honest lack of anything to say. I don't go anywhere, I don't do anything... what the fuck would there be to talk about?
The other part is just my being worn out.

I need to go find some caffeine.
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