A Non-Newtonian Fluid (maddening) wrote,
A Non-Newtonian Fluid

I had all these dreams about finality. I quit something, something died, I ended something, I said some things that could never be taken back...
It was a little strange. I mean I know *why*... it's just strange to have a deluge of them all at once.
I blame Karl, actually. hehe.
"alright well, quit your job, have a good day tomorrow and I'll talk to you soon." or "Hey, you only have to put up with it for two more weeks."

it's nearly subliminal!

I dunno. I don't want to be at work anymore. I don't want to go. I also (and this is my curse) don't want to fuck them over. I've heard several people say they'd like to do what I'm doing. So that's good. That means someone could just ... step on in.
But like I've said before, I've never left a job that I wasn't miserable with, where it wasn't the absolute last straw on my way out the door. Soooo yeah. It's just weird.
It's good for me and positive change and something I really want... but it's weird and I'm just trying to figure out how to make it less weird for me.

But the truth is, the best way would be just to walk in and give notice and that be that.
And I know that.


Rambling about this right before work is probably not a good idea.

I want to kick Jeremy in the nuts. ::nods::
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