I got Soooooo caught up on my study this morning. I kicked so much ass, did so much work... pretty insane what you can get accomplished when you feel panicky about the quality of your work. (and I'm one of those people who actually like... care about that sort of thing).
But now... inertia is creeping in because I can see all of my mail in one screen. I have more white space than "no response" blue space in my spreadsheet... The questions are turning into actual entries, and I'm only about 12 hours behind in compiling instead of the 3 days I was looking at this morning.
If I had cigarettes I'd be doing the reward thing. I just know it.
Instead I'm compiling/answering mail at a slug's pace and wandering around the house randomly.
Guh. hate this.
But now... inertia is creeping in because I can see all of my mail in one screen. I have more white space than "no response" blue space in my spreadsheet... The questions are turning into actual entries, and I'm only about 12 hours behind in compiling instead of the 3 days I was looking at this morning.
If I had cigarettes I'd be doing the reward thing. I just know it.
Instead I'm compiling/answering mail at a slug's pace and wandering around the house randomly.
Guh. hate this.
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By the way, did I say thank you to you? Thank you. To you.
No thanks necessary. I like you crazy, sure. But stir crazy is some low grade bullshit kinda crazy. Hope it helps a lil.