Everyone - Evaluate what you are doing and why. If it isn't FOR YOU and because you REALLY WANT IT (not "should", not "well I started down this path", not "well everyone would be disappointed if I don't") then fucking DON'T DO IT.
So I'm going to go back to work. And I'm going to make coffee. And then I'm going to clear some brush around the side of the house. It feels so very p.m. and it just isn't.
I'll try to stop neglecting this journal thingy.