A Non-Newtonian Fluid (maddening) wrote,
A Non-Newtonian Fluid

To balance out the way I feel, I'm going to add that I seriously considered buying a pack of cigarettes today. I had just enough cash for a pack and a lighter. And I would have probably smoked about half that pack in a couple hours. But I didn't. Managing to not doing something really fucking stupid in a day filled with really fucking stupid isn't really turning the tide or anything. But I fucking need something right now. Even if it's half bullshit assurances like that.
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