I slept a really damned long time... from about 5 til one this afternoon.
I don't usually sleep that long.
I'm very out of it
But I had some fucked up dreams.
I've been dreaming a lot lately.
I'm... hmm.. I'm at a loss with most of them. Really. yes, I know.. ME .. nothing to say.
but it's true.
I think I should repost my post about the pills.
pills pills pills.
it's so very true.
So the ex deleted his journal.
Haven't really talked to him in a couple days I think.. I dunno.. i don't have any sense of time at the moment...
I didn't expect him to keep it.
I didn't expect him to start one in the fist place, actually.. so I guess him doing so made me more hopeful than I had a right to be.
ah well... just more sheet, ya know?