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grrr pointless rant

When I am strung out, giving blowjobs for crank.. begging for a shot...
then MAYBE you can say I have a drug problem.
My occasional use of E..
My weed smoking..
The fact that I will pop a muscle relaxant or two..
a narcotic or two...
every now and again..
Those things do not constitute a 'drug problem'
You can fuck way off if you ever think about stepping up and going to bat for my physical health by telling me to lay off the drugs.
I know what I'm doing.
I know why I'm doing it.
I am not running around ingesting everything that comes my way.
I am not a self destructive creature.
If I am tearing myself down
it's only to rebuild.
new designs.

When you really do feel the need to hang around and tell me how wrong I am...
I really do feel the need to stop listening.

Either you take me as I am... pill poppin, bowl smokin, lil freak ass that I am... or you step.
I'm really sick of the crap.
And I'm really sick of just being nice about it.

On a completely different note, vicodin doesn't really get rid of my headache, it just really makes me stop caring about it.


( 9 comments — Leave a comment )
Jun. 30th, 2001 11:04 pm (UTC)
Exactly. You need there to be a problem for it to be a drug problem.

If its not conflicting with your life... then its not a problem. If its not killing you, its not a problem. Now if you were to start a crack habbit and sell your children's food stamps to buy crack... then you have a problem.

We... Joy Poppers the whole way.
Jul. 1st, 2001 12:25 am (UTC)
Hmmm... I thought I was the only one who gave you occasional crap about drugs, and I know I didn't spark that lil rant...
Jul. 1st, 2001 11:37 am (UTC)
haha.. you really thought you were the only one?
I think you're just the most mild of them.

I got a talking to from the pseudo father figure last night that got *really* bad when I told him (for no particular reason) that I had taken some vicodin. I think I was trying to point out that he'd talked to me for quite awhile and it never occurred to him that I might be a lil high.
I've also had lengthy conversations with him while high off my ass and drunk.
He never noticed.
But nope.. that was just more fuel for his fire.
Jul. 1st, 2001 12:10 pm (UTC)
well, you never mentioned anyone else, so I never assumed there was. :::shrugs:::
Jul. 1st, 2001 09:19 am (UTC)
Heck, the only think I thought you had a problem with is coffee and cigs... That other stuff doesn't sound all that bad...
Jul. 1st, 2001 11:38 am (UTC)
I don't have a PROBLEM with anything.
I like all the stuff I do just fine.
Jul. 1st, 2001 12:12 pm (UTC)
hmm. Well, *I* have a problem with cigs... I'm a filthy addict and they make me cough and I don't like them.

But as much as I don't like them, I really really do like them too... sucks.
Jul. 1st, 2001 09:30 pm (UTC)
Disliking is not the only thing that can be considered a problem, you know...
Jul. 2nd, 2001 10:08 am (UTC)
Guess I shouldn't have made that joke about it then, huh?
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